It's very hard not to slip all the way into her own head, and just sink entirely... but the direction change works. She lets out a heavy sigh.

"Heh... experiment... I guess you could call it that."

She mutters that, and there's a moment where it's completely random rambling about tests and experiments. But, she does finally come to a conclusion.

"The Necromancer... brought me back after there was... There's nothing for me! Not home, not here! Why even bother?! I'm just gonna keep fucking it all up, losing everyone, so... why not beat myself to the goddamn punch??"