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ctrl_z: (Mais comme dit le dicton)

[personal profile] ctrl_z 2025-08-02 08:56 am (UTC)(link)
In between the spectacular starry view, said spectacular view somehow possible without a visible barrier protecting them from the vacuum of space, the fact that he's here at all now, and Jinx just sitting with a cat in her lap for several minutes...

... the latter is probably the most impossible thing he's seen all day.

While he remains in a spot that is hopefully inconspicuous and hidden from the woman, he wrestles with himself. Wrestles with the shockingly softened look on her face that he just saw, right before everything went white.

The look not of Jinx, but of Powder.

Ultimately, he decides it isn't a good time.

... only to come back by the area about a couple hours later, looking in and visibly startling (and this time, definitely within Jinx's sight) when he sees her... still there, with the same cat??

Is he fucking hallucinating?
ctrl_z: (Tu sais c'qu'on dit)

[personal profile] ctrl_z 2025-08-02 08:58 am (UTC)(link)
Immediately, his brow furrows, and he returns for the umpteenth time, "I've told you to quit calling me that."

He stares for a long moment...

...then finally, clicks his tongue irritably, heading over to the door and coming into the room proper.

Granted, seeing her like this, almost... normal? Is enough to keep him from immediately slamming her with questions and accusations. Enough to have him faltering, long enough to notice the sure signs of crying.

"How..." his own tone takes on a certain awkwardness even as he tries to retain some amount of indifference, "... long have you been sitting there?"

Ugh. What a stupid question. Good job, Boy Savior.

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anashthetic: (art: a butcher's vanity)

private text, ~11PM first night of flood

[personal profile] anashthetic 2025-08-19 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
Jinx? Are you awake?
This is going to sound like an odd request, but

Would you mind lending out a bit of your wardrobe? There's a flood going on and I think it's getting to me.
anashthetic: (art: a butcher's vanity)

Re: private text, ~11PM first night of flood

[personal profile] anashthetic 2025-08-19 01:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe?
I'd say that's what breaches are
Last flood all inmates and wardens were psychologically compelled to stay within arms-length of whoever they were paired to; get too far away, and you'd pass out
The flood before that, if you touched a copy of someone's shoes you gained their life story and forgot your own, and the Barge was covered with shoes
And the flood before that, if you didn't touch someone every so often you'd freeze
So they tend to have.... some sort of theme that forces us to engage with each other


[...he's rambling.]

I'll be by shortly.

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text; pre-flood

[personal profile] giraffic 2025-08-19 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
sos

how good are you at keeping a secret and not asking questions
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Re: text; pre-flood

[personal profile] giraffic 2025-08-20 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
did a thing, fucked up my arm

need help from someone who won't tattle to joel or my warden

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ctrl_z: (Mais aussi)

text

[personal profile] ctrl_z 2025-08-26 07:09 am (UTC)(link)
[After he's given himself a minute to come down from the rush of adrenaline, he can't help but hate himself a little more. Even if he hadn't fully left, well, Jinx had no way of knowing that, right?

His lips drawing into a thin line, he gets out his device. It's.... better than nothing. He only hopes that she'll read it in time.

Ugh...]


sorry
i should be there


[He makes a face, then erases that line before continuing.]

needed to step out for a moment
still here though
right outside. when you're ready


[He sends off the message and flops against the wall, going back to his silent self-loathing.]
Edited 2025-08-26 07:10 (UTC)
ctrl_z: ("Encore plus près d'tes adversaires")

Re: text

[personal profile] ctrl_z 2025-09-02 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah, of course

[Biting back the urge to apologize again, he immediately heads off for her room, still wondering what the hell'd gotten into him.

Ultimately, he feels too weird about entering it without her already there, so he'll wait just outside.]

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anashthetic: (icon: oh?)

Private Text

[personal profile] anashthetic 2025-09-10 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
[At the exact same time as they're sending Ekko a very similar text:]

So. What's the actual deal with you and Ekko?

If necessary we can trade honesty for honesty: tell me and I'll answer a question, any question, of your choice. Honestly. Even if I think it's unbearably stupid.
Edited 2025-09-10 04:00 (UTC)
anashthetic: (art: casual)

Re: 2/2

[personal profile] anashthetic 2025-09-22 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
[There's no response for a few minutes after Jinx finishes sending it all: they're reading it over. Finally:]

Alright. I have a few questions, so I'll go one question at a time.

First. If you'd ever decided you no longer wanted to work for Silco, would he have let you go unharmed?


[...They suspect they know the answer to that. But they want her to say it. And if they're wrong, that's still something more she's given them.]

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anashthetic: (dollmaker: cautionary tale)

the night after the fire(s)

[personal profile] anashthetic 2025-09-27 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
We're going to talk.

This is not a request or an invitation, to be clear. You can give me a time and a place, or I'll pick both and find you.

Is that understood, Powder?
anashthetic: (dollmaker: let's eat!)

[personal profile] anashthetic 2025-09-27 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
There is no or. You pick a time and a place, or you refuse to decide and leave those entirely up to me. :)

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