In between the spectacular starry view, said spectacular view somehow possible without a visible barrier protecting them from the vacuum of space, the fact that he's here at all now, and Jinx just sitting with a cat in her lap for several minutes...
... the latter is probably the most impossible thing he's seen all day.
While he remains in a spot that is hopefully inconspicuous and hidden from the woman, he wrestles with himself. Wrestles with the shockingly softened look on her face that he just saw, right before everything went white.
The look not of Jinx, but of Powder.
Ultimately, he decides it isn't a good time.
... only to come back by the area about a couple hours later, looking in and visibly startling (and this time, definitely within Jinx's sight) when he sees her... still there, with the same cat??
Aside from the unusual softness, the different clothes, and the sheer strangeness of her with a cat, he'll be able to notice the signs of tears.
Just in time for him to be spotted by the very person he's mentally wrestling over. Pinkish, violet eyes widen after landing on his face, and Jinx momentarily seems unsure of herself. Like she's caught between two options, or maybe as though she isn't sure of what she's seeing. In truth, she isn't - this isn't the first time she's seen Ekko on the Barge, after all.
It's not until after she holds a blink, takes a deep breath, and then confirms that he's still standing there, that she finally frowns. Awkwardly, she calls out, "When did you get here, Boy Savior?"
Immediately, his brow furrows, and he returns for the umpteenth time, "I've told you to quit calling me that."
He stares for a long moment...
...then finally, clicks his tongue irritably, heading over to the door and coming into the room proper.
Granted, seeing her like this, almost... normal? Is enough to keep him from immediately slamming her with questions and accusations. Enough to have him faltering, long enough to notice the sure signs of crying.
"How..." his own tone takes on a certain awkwardness even as he tries to retain some amount of indifference, "... long have you been sitting there?"
Ugh. What a stupid question. Good job, Boy Savior.
Maybe? I'd say that's what breaches are Last flood all inmates and wardens were psychologically compelled to stay within arms-length of whoever they were paired to; get too far away, and you'd pass out The flood before that, if you touched a copy of someone's shoes you gained their life story and forgot your own, and the Barge was covered with shoes And the flood before that, if you didn't touch someone every so often you'd freeze So they tend to have.... some sort of theme that forces us to engage with each other
[After he's given himself a minute to come down from the rush of adrenaline, he can't help but hate himself a little more. Even if he hadn't fully left, well, Jinx had no way of knowing that, right?
His lips drawing into a thin line, he gets out his device. It's.... better than nothing. He only hopes that she'll read it in time.
Ugh...]
sorry i should be there
[He makes a face, then erases that line before continuing.]
needed to step out for a moment still here though right outside. when you're ready
[He sends off the message and flops against the wall, going back to his silent self-loathing.]
[She means that, too. Even though she's not moving nearly as fast as she could, she isn't taking any detours. Once she's there, she tilts her head at him still standing outside. There's a dim smirk before she heads inside, holding the door open for him.
Jinx doesn't actually say anything until she's sitting on her bed. And... Ekko will be seeing part of why she doesn't spend all that much time in her cabin. The entire space looks mostly like some office, complete with a heavy-looking desk that likely resembles one Silco used. On it, there's a mug and ashtray that each look to have been hand-painted by a child.
Fortunately, the half of the room with Jinx's bed is coming along well. There's a wardrobe on that side, and then each nightstand has a lamp on it. She slides the more regular-looking chair over to beside her bed, and then she sits on the foot of the bed.]
... I remembered a little about why I'm like this.
If necessary we can trade honesty for honesty: tell me and I'll answer a question, any question, of your choice. Honestly. Even if I think it's unbearably stupid.
oh man you're asking for a loooooong story guess I can try to shorten it a little?
[Unlike Ekko, she's pretty chill with this. Helps she gets a much sweeter deal!]
him and Powder met when their ages were still in the single digits when Mylo would be really mean to her about her inventions and ideas Ekko would just find them really cool he'd even give her ideas and ways to make them even better! Powder had Vi too but Vi was better at punching things and would only ever manage these sort of blanket compliments?
"wow you're really smart" "you could fix anything"
Ekko was adopted too so just a lot in common!
then
Silco killed Ekko's family not long before
Powder accidentally killed half her family and Vi
[She's already told Ekko what happened with Vi but it felt a little easier, in that case. Because, in a way, it kind of just slipped out without much thought behind it. It takes a few tries to put it into typed words.]
Vi hit Powder said that Mylo was right told her she really was a jinx blamed her for everything always going wrong
then
she left got thrown in prison but Powder had no way of knowing that
Ekko tried finding Powder after learning everything he was gonna save her from Silco without realizing
Powder was dead it was Jinx choosing to live with Silco
the next time we met without masks, it was a fight to the death
I killed us both
so here we are now
with him being ridiculously helpful nice hot
and the whole fucking reason I asked that question about sex! the idiot still didn't take the clue!! he keeps acting like he likes me then it's like he's I don't know second-guessing? remembering I'm the reason he's here in the first place???
I just don't think I could handle it if I did initiate and
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... the latter is probably the most impossible thing he's seen all day.
While he remains in a spot that is hopefully inconspicuous and hidden from the woman, he wrestles with himself. Wrestles with the shockingly softened look on her face that he just saw, right before everything went white.
The look not of Jinx, but of Powder.
Ultimately, he decides it isn't a good time.
... only to come back by the area about a couple hours later, looking in and visibly startling (and this time, definitely within Jinx's sight) when he sees her... still there, with the same cat??
Is he fucking hallucinating?
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Just in time for him to be spotted by the very person he's mentally wrestling over. Pinkish, violet eyes widen after landing on his face, and Jinx momentarily seems unsure of herself. Like she's caught between two options, or maybe as though she isn't sure of what she's seeing. In truth, she isn't - this isn't the first time she's seen Ekko on the Barge, after all.
It's not until after she holds a blink, takes a deep breath, and then confirms that he's still standing there, that she finally frowns. Awkwardly, she calls out, "When did you get here, Boy Savior?"
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He stares for a long moment...
...then finally, clicks his tongue irritably, heading over to the door and coming into the room proper.
Granted, seeing her like this, almost... normal? Is enough to keep him from immediately slamming her with questions and accusations. Enough to have him faltering, long enough to notice the sure signs of crying.
"How..." his own tone takes on a certain awkwardness even as he tries to retain some amount of indifference, "... long have you been sitting there?"
Ugh. What a stupid question. Good job, Boy Savior.
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2/2 - i'm so sorry Ekko
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private text, ~11PM first night of flood
This is going to sound like an odd request, but
Would you mind lending out a bit of your wardrobe? There's a flood going on and I think it's getting to me.
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Floods are where we're moving too close to another place right?
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I'd say that's what breaches are
Last flood all inmates and wardens were psychologically compelled to stay within arms-length of whoever they were paired to; get too far away, and you'd pass out
The flood before that, if you touched a copy of someone's shoes you gained their life story and forgot your own, and the Barge was covered with shoes
And the flood before that, if you didn't touch someone every so often you'd freeze
So they tend to have.... some sort of theme that forces us to engage with each other
[...he's rambling.]
I'll be by shortly.
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love it!
[No love to be found here.]
door's open so you can let yourself in
[She's going to be lying on her bed, drawing, and paying way less attention to the door than she probably should, during a Flood!]
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text; pre-flood
how good are you at keeping a secret and not asking questions
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need help from someone who won't tattle to joel or my warden
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which is to say I'm used to patching myself up and hiding it from someone
where you wanna meet? My cabin's got lots of supplies, but I can easily pack up and head somewhere else
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action;
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text
His lips drawing into a thin line, he gets out his device. It's.... better than nothing. He only hopes that she'll read it in time.
Ugh...]
sorry
i should be there[He makes a face, then erases that line before continuing.]
needed to step out for a moment
still here though
right outside. when you're ready
[He sends off the message and flops against the wall, going back to his silent self-loathing.]
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just
meet me at my cabin?
wanna talk to you about something
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[Biting back the urge to apologize again, he immediately heads off for her room, still wondering what the hell'd gotten into him.
Ultimately, he feels too weird about entering it without her already there, so he'll wait just outside.]
text -> in-person
[She means that, too. Even though she's not moving nearly as fast as she could, she isn't taking any detours. Once she's there, she tilts her head at him still standing outside. There's a dim smirk before she heads inside, holding the door open for him.
Jinx doesn't actually say anything until she's sitting on her bed. And... Ekko will be seeing part of why she doesn't spend all that much time in her cabin. The entire space looks mostly like some office, complete with a heavy-looking desk that likely resembles one Silco used. On it, there's a mug and ashtray that each look to have been hand-painted by a child.
Fortunately, the half of the room with Jinx's bed is coming along well. There's a wardrobe on that side, and then each nightstand has a lamp on it. She slides the more regular-looking chair over to beside her bed, and then she sits on the foot of the bed.]
... I remembered a little about why I'm like this.
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cw: drugs, child labor & heavy abuse, needles, eye
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Private Text
So. What's the actual deal with you and Ekko?
If necessary we can trade honesty for honesty: tell me and I'll answer a question, any question, of your choice. Honestly. Even if I think it's unbearably stupid.
1/2
guess I can try to shorten it a little?
[Unlike Ekko, she's pretty chill with this. Helps she gets a much sweeter deal!]
him and Powder met when their ages were still in the single digits
when
Mylo would be really mean to her about her inventions and ideas
Ekko would just find them really cool
he'd even give her ideas and ways to make them even better!
Powder had Vi too but
Vi was better at punching things and would only ever manage these
sort of blanket compliments?
"wow you're really smart"
"you could fix anything"
Ekko was adopted too
so just
a lot in common!
then
Silco killed Ekko's family not long before
Powder accidentally killed half her family
and Vi
[She's already told Ekko what happened with Vi but it felt a little easier, in that case. Because, in a way, it kind of just slipped out without much thought behind it. It takes a few tries to put it into typed words.]
Vi hit Powder
said that Mylo was right
told her she really was a jinx
blamed her for everything always going wrong
then
she left
got thrown in prison but Powder had no way of knowing that
Ekko tried finding Powder after learning everything
he was gonna save her from Silco
without realizing
Powder was dead
it was Jinx choosing to live with Silco
2/2
I killed us both
so here we are now
with him being ridiculously helpful
nice
hot
and the whole fucking reason I asked that question about sex!
the idiot still didn't take the clue!!
he keeps acting like he likes me then it's like he's
I don't know second-guessing?
remembering I'm the reason he's here in the first place???
I just
don't think I could handle it
if I did initiate and
it turned out I was wrong, I guess?
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Alright. I have a few questions, so I'll go one question at a time.
First. If you'd ever decided you no longer wanted to work for Silco, would he have let you go unharmed?
[...They suspect they know the answer to that. But they want her to say it. And if they're wrong, that's still something more she's given them.]
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think so?
He's never hurt me before
even when he was pissed at me
he just
yelled or
quietly grumbled
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the night after the fire(s)
This is not a request or an invitation, to be clear. You can give me a time and a place, or I'll pick both and find you.
Is that understood, Powder?
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or what?
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not like i plan to come out anytime soon
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